choices

today will be one to remember. remember the way things were before I really woke up, the way the sheets felt.
I unpacked some of my luggage, all the gifts for others and the gifts for me. found a new tshirt and some clean jeans.

I asked him if he missed me, he said yes. he added that he felt differently now after our most recent fight.

I don't want to remember the fight.

I want to start over, I don't want to end things, but I am not the only party involved in this decision. I will respect whatever he decides he wants. I hope

I will try to put these thoughts away until work ends, 6 hours of fake smiles.


- Posted from my iPhone

binge

I'm out of regular food
so I'm making frozen food

it's because I'm hungry
and I'm hungry becase I smoked
and I smoked for no reason just because I could

guys in silky tshirts look dumb

time to blog again

not right now, but soon, maybe tomorrow

ill get back into this

not for anybody but myself