shit fuck

my lease is up at the end of march

and as of yesterday i was to move in with jeremy and his other 3 roomates

but after the huge awesome fight we just had

i dont know..

i mean.. when and how we make up and who says theyre sorry is going to play a big role in how the next two weeks go.

apparently i cause all the fucking drama and problems in the relationship

so i always have to say im sorry

and today i said i was sorry for something i wasnt and i think that is the worst kind of sorry ever.

Do i cry? should i just go shopping and complain to melissa about it..? should i stay home and start digging myself into depression yet again?

for now im just going to smoke and let my cat claw my leg.. shes so cute..